feel? what's that mean?

I'm enjoying (more like experiencing) a day with many layers of feeling. Let me see if I can describe it.

- A tinge of excitement for worthless things
- A spot of sadness
- A good dose of boredom
- Plenty of laziness
- A great deal of missing
- Lots of large and awesome projects that I wish I could acomplish but can only savor imagining what it would be like to accomplish them
- Tons of wishing for things in life that have not come yet, but I can't help but long for (and plenty of wondering what they actually are)
- A shot of wishing tommorow would hurry up and come, but feeling like I couldn't leave today without it being someing good

Spread a thick layer of apathy over that, and that's about what you get.
Welp. Here's some pics from the past.